The following is a guest blog post by Rachel Telford, Archivist for the Library of Congress Veterans History Project (VHP). A version of this article was previously published on the Library of Congress Blog, March 6, 2017.
Exploring the experiences of veterans and the impact of military service inevitably means discussing PTSD. “PTSD: A Lasting Impact of War,” the most recent installment of the Veterans History Project‘s Experiencing War web feature, explores the stories of soldiers, sailors, airmen and Marines in a variety of career fields who have returned from war bearing the invisible scars of their experiences. The collections in this exhibit were chosen with an eye toward exploring the variety of experiences of servicemen and women who have suffered from PTSD, as well as the striking similarities. Each veteran describes symptoms such as nightmares, anxiety, anger and difficulty maintaining personal and professional relationships, and all but the youngest among them describe living with these symptoms for decades. Though understanding of PTSD grew after World War II, it did not begin to expand significantly until the 1980s, and many veterans of Vietnam, Korea and World War II have been diagnosed only recently.
Navy photographer Raymond Eldred Metcalf spent the Korean War traveling between combat units to collect images of Navy planes in action, surviving bombings and sniper fire, all while armed with nothing but his camera. In his VHP interview he said:
…if you’re going to light a bomb, a time bomb for war or combat, then you better be able to find a way to defuse that bomb when you get it out of that, and they never have. When I got out, there wasn’t even anybody to talk to… because nobody understood, and it seemed like nobody cared except me.
When he returned from war, Metcalf experienced nightmares and suffered from depression, but had nowhere to turn for help. More than 15 years later, Arthur T. Baltazar returned from Vietnam, where he served with the Army as a perimeter guard. He experienced the same types of nightmares and despondency, thinking at the time, “Nobody cares. I can’t believe that nobody cares what we went through. Not just me, but all the vets.”Though PTSD among veterans may typically be associated with combat, those serving away from the front lines are not immune. Reynaldo Puente served as a nuclear missile crewman in Germany during the Cold War. When his unit went on alert status, he feared not only for his own life, but also for the safety of his loved ones in the event of nuclear warfare. Fortunately, Puente and his crew never had to launch their nuclear weapons, and he returned to Texas to begin a career as a police officer. Unfortunately, nightmares and anxiety eventually forced him to leave the police force. After many years and several more career changes, Puente shared his story with a friend who was a psychiatrist, and she suggested he seek treatment for PTSD.
Among veterans of Operations Iraqi Freedom and Enduring Freedom, the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) estimates that 11-20% experience PTSD in a given year. Larry Rosenthal, a New Jersey National Guardsman who was activated in the immediate aftermath of the September 11 Terrorist Attacks and went on to serve in Afghanistan, experienced sleeplessness, heightened awareness and difficulty controlling his emotions upon his return from the war. Unlike his predecessors, he didn’t have to wait years to find the help he needed. During his VHP interview he shared:
One Sunday I blew up, and left here in a fit of what they call ‘blind rage.’ And I said, ‘Time for counseling.’ And the VA was there.
The veterans featured in this exhibit share difficult stories that illuminate one of the most lasting impacts of war. But that impact is more than simply an individual struggle. Army veteran David Polhemus became a counselor to soldiers who, like himself, live with PTSD; former medic Wendy Taines was inspired to go back to school to learn more about PTSD, so that she could become an advocate for veterans; and Barner spends his free time helping fellow veterans navigate the VA healthcare system. To hear their stories and view all of the collections featured in the exhibit, visit //www.loc.gov/vets/stories/ex-war-ptsd.html.